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Name: Karoru
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Scranton
Birthday: 11/24/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: anime/manga, video games, fantasy books, writing prose, role-playing, xanga layouts, singing, dancing (hiphop), badminton, volleyball, and chillin with friends <3
Expertise: acadmics, writing, drawing, and singing
Occupation: I'm a daughter, sister, cousin
Message: message me
MSN: lotusxnight@aol.com
Member Since:
3/12/2005
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| ~ I hate it when I invest so much time, memory, emotion, and energy in a blog post, and something goes wrong that erases the entire thing before I get to post it. Thanx, xanga. Thanx. | | |
| ~ It's been a while since I've updated, huh. It's kinda like a pattern. When I'm emotionally negative, that's when you hear from me the most. When I'm the exact opposite, you rarely hear form me at all. So it's probably not very hard to guess how things have been for me since the last time I've blogged.
Almost exactly one month ago, I was lucky enough to find someone again to finally give my heart to. He happens to be Loc's roommate--which was how I met him. One movie and one long night of conversing over AIM brought us together through mutual understanding. He didn't actually ask me out until a couple nights afterward, but we've really been together since that first night. I dont even remember the last night we slept apart.
His name is Paul, and he's an 8th quarter web design major here at AIPH. He's everything I had ever asked for =) Sure he has his flaws, cuz every human being does. But he's passionate, affectionate, very smart, and very sexy haha. He's the first one to truly make me feel wanted and cared for, and I am more grateful than ever. He's such a gentleman, and he has more quirks and eccentricities out of anyone I know--and that's saying something O.o I'm so sure that there's truly no one else in the world like him. He makes me feel so good about myself, and he makes me genuinely happy.
For the past month, I've spent every single day with him for at least some amount of time. The restrictions on our dorms have made it hard sometimes, but we've managed it together. I've also tried to make sure I spend time with my friends, too, cuz I know what it feels like to be slighted due to significant others >.> But there's definitely no doubt that the majority of my time is invested in Paul, and I'm very much ok with that =P
On a different note, midterms were absolutely horrible, but I believe I did pretty well. High school teachers weren't lying when they said college work is soo much harder. I registered for my winter quarter classes this past monday, and I'm thinking I might be setting myself up for a lot of headaches since I signed up for 6 classes instead of the recommended 5. I mean, I have 5 right now, and I already feel swamped with work >.> Eh... I dont really know.
Next weekend I'm celebrating my birthday, since I have 2 classes on my actual birthday, and after that is Thanksgiving break. My mom is forcing me to come home for it. I dont wanna go cuz I'd be away from Paul, but I understand why she wants me home so I wont complain too much. Plus, Corey, Jon, and Miah will be home, too, and they really wanna take me to see New Moon. It's kinda becoming a little tradition, cuz we happened to go see Twilight on my birthday last year.
That's really it, I suppose. Hopefully that's good enough for an update. Take care for now!
karu♥
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| ~ It's been a while since thoughts like these have stopped me from sleeping.
And it feels so good ^_^
karu♥ | | |
| the cold seeps in deeper
I sit alone in the half-light
and watch my phone
but it remains silent. still.
I wait for the sound of a welcoming voice
that will never come
my pencil hovers above my sketch pad,
poised to draw a scene that only happens
in my waking dreams.
my trusty heater is on
but its so cold. | | |
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